okay guys..so today was the recovery day from yesterday's major depression over hating ms.x.

I put her at the back of my head but always thought of her and as she was unwell I decided to meet her as a friend.

So I went to her place and we just chatted..I explained to her that her reaction had shattered me and thats why I couldn't reply and whatever she said in anger..has most definitely scarred me..so we said that we shall be deeply attached but the feelings shall be hard to get back!

THIS WAS VERY HURTFUL..I was really angry yesterday and the reason I wasn't replying to her cause I know I'll definitely say something hurtful and all..So it was best not to react.

I just couldn't believe that the person that claims that you are her life and the person who loves you the most can say all this..this shall persist but i shall dismiss it