who am i

Like seriously, I haven blogged since days..well mostly because my life is getting really really bland..after losing love ..one always feels bloody lonely..but since I’m the unemotional one getting over should’ve been easy..sadly it wasn’t…Like she still texts me and I give off ego…but theres more to my life than my past…every morning..I wake up..run to my books and write answers fro two of Shakespeare’s extracts and then I leave for my internship..I come home in the evening and hit the gym…From there I come back home and do math/accounts…This routine of mine has been going on for days on end..like Im so bored these days..my mom is the biggest promise breaker..she has all these dinner parties and shit…and she promises to take me shopping but fuck..she says that she has no mood or time..I’m so frustrated…like theres nothing in my life..I for one who is a workaholic..I’m stupid as fuck..Today I got a chance to go shopping as the magazine where I’m interning at gave a holiday..but I chose to spend the fucking day studying…I’M so stupid.

I always make myself busier…what is wrong with me..anyways…Castle and Instagram are the only sources of entertainment I’ve got around me. No Nutella for a month..can you believe it..my mother wants me to lose weight and so she stopped getting nutella…hence I’ve gotten into depression..