Okay this is damn annoying...like today started on boring rather annoying note...I cancelled my math tuitions just for this..so this thing mentioned here is A.W.S. (annual world summit). It's a model UN organised by my school and I'm in logistics so I got a text from my colleague....saying that I have to be there for a meet..I kind of knew that there wasn't anything important and AWS has just begun so I rescheduled my classes....and I went there and all I did was sit at other delegates blurt their agendas out and basically talk gibberish to me..which was annoying. Like they had called us to "bond" and I didn't know if to laugh or to cry on it..I went there and just warmed the floor!!

Lol anyways I was supposed to meet Ms.x at Krispy Kreme but this meeting prevented me from doing that..they just wanted us to be there for no reason whatsoever! Like isn't it annoying when people just take you for granted and believe that you can do anything for them anyway this is kind of daily. I know almost one person takes you for granted and pisses you off to no end ..Why don't people just imagine themselves in your shoes..like it's annoying.

Also I wanted to tell you guys about something that I have been thinking about the fact that people prefer to stay silent rather....than retort in an argument..like some people use the personal information that you share with them against you when arguments and fights arise. That say something which you have only shared with them....and they publicise it and then you aren't able to believe the fact that they have virtualised something so private...you are in a WRECK..you cannot believe what you just heard and you can't reply to that person cause you are not able to believe what someone so close has said something to you..you walk away silently!!!

You go home..a sense of defeat falls upon you..all that frustration accumulates and you just want to vent out..so therefore a reply is essential and you need a person; a cousin, a friend, mom, dad anyone that you need to share cause talking about it helps rather that just breeding it inside you.

So have a voice..like let me tell you something...I was very sensitive and vulnerable and my friends used to stand up for me reply for me and all that then they used to tell me every time to stand up for myself and all and I knew I could do it..I used to go home beat up toys, ransack the room, throw stuff here and there and basically used to remove my anger on other people which was so wrong of me!
Every time other people stood up for me IT DEVASTATED ME RATHER THAN IMPROVING MY CONDITION! Like you feel handicapped for no reason..will you always need support...will you always expect someone else to be your voice? The answer is NO..One day every soon all that anger shall become courage and you shall face that person...appreciate those who stood up for you but tell them too loosen the strings a bit and they shall understand you completely and also give their support!

So yeah. I'm too much extrovert and I usually call a spade a spade..I'm not rude but I do make it a point that people don't violate me or disrespect me..One key to all confidence troubles and all that is self-respect. If you don't consider yourself capable and respectable..you will hands down never be able to command or rather earn respect from others. So SELF RESPECT IS THE KEY.

I hope I'm not boring you guys a lot..but after all this one expects you to be humble and polite to others...I know some teenagers might not even apply the rules of reverence in their lives and shall say that by annoying others they express their love for one another and all that is fine but respect will tell you that no matter what I'm all for you and you're my person!

So love all and more importantly repsect those who deserve it and carry it forward!